february 2018 | a look back

Feb 28, 2018




february was rough for many of us in a number of ways that left us feeling various things.



highlights


  • my lola (grandma) came home after a year in the philippines!
  • BLACK PANTHER. the best mcu movie out there (so far). don't @ me. it's up to par with thor: ragnarok in my opinion and i recommend everyone to go watch it if/when you can.
  • sent out valentine's day cards to immigrants via toimmigrantswithlove.com
  • watched LOVE, SIMON again at another advanced screening. it was even better the second time. (thanks again to the studio for the invite!)
  • attended the very last love and fifty author signing event here in sacramento. it was bittersweet, but made such fun memories and met some new-to-me authors. thanks to the organizers who hosted this event for the past 3 years.
  • requested a handful of #ownvoices diverse books at our local district community/public libraries. i see a couple of them as 'ordered' so fingers crossed.
  • attended the aclu sac county's 'meet your da' program meeting, where we discussed da candidate debates for the upcoming election in june, and more. never underestimate you state da. if yours is up for re-election this year, make sure to do research and vote responsibly.
  • i only had two submissions to read over and report this month for my internship. i needed this little break, so thank you, entangled! 



lowlights

  • the florida high school shooting was as devastating as every mass shooting we've had here, so this brought even more of a heavy heart. however, these kids are not letting this go quietly as other shootings have. they are our future, and they are going to lead and fix our mess. their strength and resilience is absolutely inspiring. people attacking them -- both during and after the shooting -- messed with the wrong school.
  • on the topic of the school shootings, my little brother wants to be homeschooled. i'm pitching in to buy my little brother a bulletproof backpack and practice active shooting drills to finish off the school year before considering private or homeschooling.
  • my eyesight has significantly gotten worse in the last two months, i'm hoping it's not anything serious. fingers crossed it's nothing worse than a change of prescription.



what i read





total books read: 36

poetry: 11
novelette/novella: 2
nonfic: 8
kidlit: 3
ya: 12


what i listened to

for you // liam payne x rita ora
big spender // kiana lede x prince charlez
getting over you // lauv
god's plan (rock cover) // fame on fire
love lies // khalid x normani
new world // krewella x yellow claw x vava

[my full february playlist here]




adventures

san francisco

Bay Bridge


inspiration/motivation of the month


the survivors of the parkland shooting calling our politicians and adult voters out. these kids are not holding back. they are our future and i am ready to vote for them. (please run for a public office once you're eligible!) in the meantime, make sure to register to vote, and then go out an vote, vote, vote! it's one way to bring about change and to show we are serious. let them know that they need to step up or step out.




posts this month



february 2018 playlist



the bedtime tag



looking forward to in march

  • the national school walkout. i'll be volunteering and marching with my little brother and parents. we are marching for my little brother and sister, their school peers and every kid out there. don't care who this upsets. die mad about it.



♥ how was your february? did you do anything fun?
comment your links to your feb recap below! ♥

february 2018 playlist



i was mostly into the fifty shades freed and black panther inspired soundtracks this month.




big spender // kiana ledes x prince charlez
for you // liam payne x rita ora
high // whethan x dua lipa
heaven // julia michaels
getting over you // lauv
love lies // khalid x normani
god's plan (cover) // fame on fire
pray for me // the weeknd x kendrick lamar
x // schoolboy q  x 2 chainz x saudi
king's dead // jay rock x kendrick lamar x future x james blake
mine // bazzi
faded love // tinashe x future
new world // krewella x yellow claw x vava
heart to break // kim petras
alibi // krewella



♥ what were you listening
to this month? ♥

{Story Diary} Prep & Prejudice by Miren B. Flores

Feb 14, 2018

Modern Filipino retelling of Pride and Prejudice, set in Philippines? I'm sold.

prep & prejudice miren b. flores pride and prejudice retelling #romanceclassPrep and Prejudice by Miren B. Flores 
Contemporary Romance, Retelling, Filipino Lit 
October 4, 2016


You can take the girl out of teenage hell, but can you take teenage hell out of the girl?

At fourteen, Andrea was a geeky, gangly teenager who spent one magical summer with the rich and famous—surrounded by art, polo ponies, and children who bear the names of corporations and main avenues. She had a mad crush on handsome trust fund baby Manolo, but her silly romantic notions were painfully crushed one night by spoiled, arrogant Jaime—the one boy she loved to hate, and who hated her right back.

More than a decade later, Andrea is overworked and under-loved, with no man in sight and no intention of getting back to the delusional business of hoping and throwing caution to the wind. Ordered by her doctor to hightail it out of the city and into a true-blue vacation, she and her best friend, hippie-heiress Pilar, head off to a small, soon-to-open resort on a southern island. But Andrea’s plans of a tranquil summer holiday are ruined by cruel reminders of the past—taking her back to her humiliations and her thwarted desires.





Manila, Philippines


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Paris, France


paris france lourve museum
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San Enrique, Philippines


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Brisa Marina Beach Resort, Morong, Bataan, Philippines


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Banca = a small Indigenous Philippine boat; a dugout canoe without outriggers and bamboo roof Pilyo = naughty; mischevious
Kabayo = horse
Talisay = tree

(aka Cebuano, the Filipino dialect of the Cebu's.)

Guwapo = handsome

Tia = aunt
Como estas = How are you
Yo tambiente extrano = I miss you, too
Abrazos = hug; embrace
Hijo = son


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"[S]omeimes...the body says out loud what the brain won't acknowledge. Sometimes your body will scream because you've become too good at not listening."

--Miren B. Flores, Prep and Prejudice (Loc 1890)
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We make our cages. We build them with uncertainties and hesitation; with fears that, when left unchecked, grow into hate. Even self-loathing. Who ever said you didn't? Who said you never would be? You did.
--Miren B. Flores, Prep and Prejudice (Loc 2024)
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He raises an eyebrow. "Last time, you forgot half of the stuff and we had to eat with our hands."
"I didn't hear you complaining when I became your plate," she retorts, handing him the picnic basket.
[. . .]
She glares at him, fighting the smile dancing on the corners of her mouth. "It took me forever to get rid of those chocolate stains. Let's not do that ever again."
He closes the gap between them, his free hand grabbing her hip and pulling her against him. His eyes and his voice go dark. "Deal," he murmurs. "I'll just eat...you."

 --Miren B. Flores, Prep and Prejudice (Loc 2078-2081)
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Miren B. Flores has a weakness for bread, British accents, Parisian Instagram feeds, and everything lavender.

Loveless. Childless. Clueless. is her first sorta kinda book–and her nerdy, bookworm-y fourteen-year-old self couldn’t be prouder.


january 2018 | a look back

Feb 2, 2018




january has finally come to an end after what felt like 84 days. here's a look at all the happenings this month.



highlights



  • i finally met my friends baby after 1 month of being in nicu! he's so adorable and i am so happy for my friend and her baby boy.
  • watching LOVE, SIMON at an advanced screening on the 31st! many thanks to the studio for the invite!
  • marching + volunteering at the sacramento women's march. this was an experience for the books. so proud of everyone who organized, volunteered, planned, marched, spoke and everyone involved supporting + uplifting women.
  • my little brother turned 10! he's in the double digits now, how did that happen!?
  • 1 year anniversary of adopting the minimalist lifestyle. it's been a feat, at times harder than others, but here's to improving in the 2nd year of minimalism.
  • finally figured out how to get out of sleep paralysis quickly. i've been dealing with sleep paralysis for about 3 years now, and every time i'd had to suffer through it while panicking. if you've ever experienced it or heard about it, it's a terrifying experience. so to finally get out of it was a relief and i am going to celebrate. if you want to know how i did it, let me know in the comments or email or on twitter.
  • attended aclu of sacramento county's annual event and the in-person training, as well as the aclu training for change makers webinar series. i've learned so much from the aclu of sac county + northern california in the past year, and i am grateful that they take the time to help educate us regular folk on what's going on and guide us on how to get our voice heard on important issues. if you have a local aclu chapter near you and want to learn how to get involved, i recommend checking them out.
  • i binge-watched for the first time in...a long time. i hardly have time to watch tv (which explains why i'm way behind on all my fave shows), so it felt nice to sit down and watch something. show in question: baby daddy. i forgot how funny that show was. can't believe they ended the show like that without telling us a certain baby's name. what kind of cliffhanger is this!?




lowlights


  • i was sick for half of the month. i still don't know what i had. it started off with the worst sore throat i've ever experienced that lasted for 3 days, lost my voice for a couple of days after, had bloody nose every other day or so (one time lasted 4 hours! what even?), cough that wouldn't quit and other cold symptoms. it was hard to function, especially when i couldn't rest like you're supposed to when you're sick. perhaps it's time to get that flu shot.
  • being sick got in the way of work, and my photography, but the silver lining is that it gave me time to focus on intern duties, so i guess it wasn't all bad.
  • dealing with and figuring out how to fix the changes with my health care. sigh.
  • tried, then failed, to get my mom into minimalism. after hearing our state governor mention the possibility of another recession ahead, she freaked out and asked me to show her the ropes. let's just say it did not stick. hopefully, february will be more successful.




what i read





it may seem like i read a lot this month, but majority were short stories, poetry, essay collections and novellas. probably only 13 of them were full length novels, and the rest were around 100 pages.





what i listened to



finesse (remix) // bruno mars x cardi b
curious // hayley kiyoko
wait // maroon 5
giants (tagalog version) // lights
despacito (mandarin version) // luis fonsi x jj lin



adventures


no adventures this month, unfortunately. stay tuned for next month.




posts this months





{story diary} ripped pages by m. hollis

postcards from bali




looking forward to

  • all the february book and movie releases!
  • love and fifty author signing event in sacramento. the very last one. *cries*
  • electing more progressive candidates for midterms!


♥ how was your january? comment the link to your 
monthly recaps/rewinds in the comments below! ♥

love, simon advanced screening

Feb 1, 2018

love, simon


i was fortunate enough to go to an advanced screening of LOVE, SIMON (the film adaption of becky albertalli's simon vs. the homo sapiens agenda) yesterday, courtesy of 20th century fox. don't worry, i won't spoil it for you guys.

LOVE, SIMON was cleverly funny, relatable, organic, true, important and heartwarming. dare i say nostalgic of the high school days. i didn't expect to cry as much as i did. it broke my heart and mended it back together.

fans of the book will be pleased with how careful the studio took care of this adaption. LOVE, SIMON better win some movie awards this year and the next! don't sleep on this one, movie award shows.


huge thanks to 20th century fox for the invite!


read the book before you see the movie!


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