{Watch, Read, & Listen} Tune in for Love, Parachutes, & Raveena

May 25, 2020



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Watch: Tune in for Love on Netflix (2019)


A student and a reticent teen first meet at a bakery in the 1990s and try to find each other through the years, as fate keeps pulling them apart.

Starring: Kim Go-eun, Jung Hae-in, Park Hae-joon





Read:  Parachutes by Kelly Yang


Speak enters the world of Gossip Girl in this modern immigrant story from New York Times bestselling author Kelly Yang about two girls navigating wealth, power, friendship, and trauma.

They’re called parachutes: teenagers dropped off to live in private homes and study in the US while their wealthy parents remain in Asia. Claire Wang never thought she’d be one of them, until her parents pluck her from her privileged life in Shanghai and enroll her at a high school in California. Suddenly she finds herself living in a stranger’s house, with no one to tell her what to do for the first time in her life. She soon embraces her newfound freedom, especially when the hottest and most eligible parachute, Jay, asks her out.

Dani De La Cruz, Claire’s new host sister, couldn’t be less thrilled that her mom rented out a room to Claire. An academic and debate-team star, Dani is determined to earn her way into Yale, even if it means competing with privileged kids who are buying their way to the top. When her debate coach starts working with her privately, Dani’s game plan veers unexpectedly off course.

Desperately trying to avoid each other under the same roof, Dani and Claire find themselves on a collision course, intertwining in deeper and more complicated ways, as they grapple with life-altering experiences. Award-winning author Kelly Yang weaves together an unforgettable modern immigrant story about love, trauma, family, corruption, and the power of speaking out.

Publication date: May 26, 2020


Listen: Temptation -- Raveena 🌈




I recommend anything by Raveena, our bisexual desi queen. Her lyrics, melodies, and slow music is something is a balm to the soul.

{Watch, Read, & Listen} Never Have I Ever, Once Upon an EID, & Princess

May 18, 2020



♥ watch, read & listen is a weekly feature where I share and recommend
my current movie, book, music and podcast obsessions every monday. ♥


Watch: Never Have I Ever on Netflix


After a traumatic year, an Indian-American teen just wants to spruce up her social status — but friends, family and feelings won’t make it easy on her.

Starring: Maitreyi Ramakrishnan, Poorna Jagannathan, Richa Moorjani

Creators: Mindy Kaling, Lang Fisher




Read: Once Upon an EID by S. K. Ali x Aisha Saeed


Once Upon an Eid is a collection of short stories that showcases the most brilliant Muslim voices writing today, all about the most joyful holiday of the year: Eid!

Eid: The short, single-syllable word conjures up a variety of feelings and memories for Muslims. Maybe it’s waking up to the sound of frying samosas or the comfort of bean pie, maybe it’s the pleasure of putting on a new outfit for Eid prayers, or maybe it’s the gift-giving and holiday parties to come that day. Whatever it may be, for those who cherish this day of celebration, the emotional responses may be summed up in another short and sweet word: joy. The anthology will also include a poem, graphic-novel chapter, and spot illustrations.

The full list of Once Upon an Eid contributors include: G. Willow Wilson (Alif the Unseen, Ms. Marvel), Hena Khan (Amina's Voice, Under My Hijab), N. H. Senzai (Shooting Kabul, Escape from Aleppo), Hanna Alkaf (The Weight of Our Sky), Rukhsana Khan (Big Red Lollipop), Randa Abdel-Fattah (Does My Head Look Big in This?), Ashley Franklin (Not Quite Snow White), Jamilah Thompkins-Bigelow (Mommy's Khimar), Candice Montgomery (Home and Away, By Any Means Necessary), Huda Al-Marashi (First Comes Marriage), Ayesha Mattu, Asmaa Hussein, and Sara Alfageeh.


Listen: Princess -- Pia Mia




April 2020

May 17, 2020

Highlights


♛ FaceTime hangouts + Zoom birthday celebrations (not mine) with friends. I miss them so much, so seeing their faces is a balm to the soul.

♛ Making trays of food at work once a week to help feed and express gratitude for the UC Davis and Sutter hospital doctors and nurses.

♛ I've been utilizing the cloudLibrary app more as my library adds more ebooks and audiobooks onto the catalog, as well as the Kobo Audio subscription which is super convenient since I read ebooks on my Kobo already. Having both ebooks and audiobooks on one device/app has been a godsend. It helped me get a lot more reading done this month.

♛ Though work hours are still reduced, I got one of my days back onto my schedule. It may be a weird thing to be happy about but bills still need to be paid.

♛ With a bit more time on my hands, I've been creating new Adobe Lightroom presets and getting back into freelancing. I didn't realize how much I've missed it.

♛ Washable, reusable cloth mask orders arrived for the family and I so we're more protected and protecting others whilst out.

♛ The garden is thriving and it's been refreshing to be outside tending to it under the sun and beautiful blue skies, and taking breaks in between to soak in the sun. Luckily allergies hasn't been that bothersome so far.

♛ To keep sane with extended stay at home orders, I've been decluttering, reorganizing and redecorating to make my place a sanctuary that I love to come home to or wake up in. I'm a homebody at heart, but this is one way to keep quarantine fatigue at bay for those who are not. Instead of going out in crowded areas and risk spreading/catching COVID-19, I recommend trying to make your home a place you enjoy to be at.

♛ Coworkers are slowly coming back to work and I'm excited to have the whole crew back together again. While it's been nice (and tiring) running the place with just 2 workers at a time and getting all the tips, I've missed my coworkers I'm blessed to call friends.

♛ EDD (unemployment) is giving us additional funds due to the CARES Act, and though it's taxable, it is definitely helpful and something to be grateful for.

♛ I will be participating in the A Song of Wraiths and Ruin blog tour that will take place in June. This will be my first blog tour in five years, y'all.

Lowlights


☽ My Medi-Cal (low/no cost health insurance) expired this month, and when I tried to re-enroll with my decreased salary due to reduced hours, I got denied for some reason??? They tried to get me to choose plans for $300+ a month. In this economy? In the middle of a pandemic? It's been nothing less than frustrating, especially when you get the run around after so many phone calls and emails.

☽ Only having two of us running the place at work this month has put more tasks on our shoulders, which has been more than exhausting. It's weighed on my health and body, the same for my coworkers as well. We need hazard pay for working on the frontlines and certified (pay raise) for all the stations we had to cover after this. As well as access to testing - I mean we're "essential" (see: disposable) afterall.

☽ Shelter in place orders has been extended as expected since we can't seem to put in the effort to slow the spread. And people wonder why we have the highest COVID cases in all of Northern California. 🙄

☽ Job rejections and eARC rejections from Edelweiss. You'd think you'd get used to it after many years of the same, but nope, it still stings.

☽ On top of not having luck getting health insurance during a pandemic, I've also not had any luck in contacting EDD with errors that need correcting.

Book Haul


   

A Song of Wraiths and Ruin by Roseanne A. Brown [eARC for blog tour]
Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia [eARC from Netgalley]
My Heart Underwater by Laurel Flores Fantauzzo [eARC from Edelweiss]
Dangerous Remedy by Kat Dunn [eARC from Netgalley]

   

Seven Endless Forests by April Genevieve Tucholke [eARC from Netgalley]
Blades of Magic by Terah Edun [free on Kobo Audio]
Kiss and Cry by Mina V. Esguerra [free from Bookfunnel]
Rebelwing by Andrea Tang [free on Kobo Audio]

   

Not So Pure and Simple by Lamar Giles [listened to on cloudLibrary]
We Are Totally Normal by Rahul Kanakia [borrowed from cloudLibrary]
Vlog Like You Love Me by Clarisse David [gifted]
All the Words Unspoken by Serena Kaur [bought on Kobo]

       

A Phoenix First Must Burn, edited by Patrice Caldwell [audio on Spotify]
The Silence of Bones by June Hur [free on Kobo Audio]
Soul Makers by J. Guibone [free on Kobo]
Spellbound by Allie Therin [bought on Kobo]

What I Read


  

📖 A Song of Wraiths and Ruin by Roseanne A. Brown
📖 Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
📖 Dangerous Remedy by Kat Dunn
📖 Seven Endless Forests by April Genevieve Tucholke
📖 Wayward Stars by Mary Fan
🎧 Wicked As You Wish by Rin Chupeco [re-read]
🎧 Empire of Sand by Tasha Suri [re-read]
🎧 Malice by Pintip Dunn
🎧 The Silence of Bones by June Hur
🎧 A Phoenix First Must Burn, edited by Patrice Caldwell
🎧 Not So Pure and Simple by Lamar Giles
🎧 Blades of Magic by Terah Edun
📖 Kiss and Cry by Mina V. Esguerra

What I Listened To


  

Virgo Tendencies // Keke Palmer
Remember Me // Dove Cameron x BIA
i think too much // Christian French
lessons // mxmtoon
Chosen Family // Rina Sawayama
Nothing Compares // The Weeknd
Out of My Life // Ghita
Six Feet Apart // Alec Benjamin

[Full playlist on April Playlist]

April Purchases


Cloth face masks from Etsy ($4.95) | Since surgical/medical masks are for single-use and would not cut it if we're to use face masks for a period of time, so I searched for washable reusable cloth face masks with filter pockets online and found a few on Etsy. I ordered a 3-pack for $15 for my family and bought coffee filters to insert in the pockets. These masks are an okay fit, but it's made of cotton so it's comfortable, breathable and non-irritating.

Love, Beauty and Planet 2 in 1 Shampoo & Conditioner Bar ($4.99) | This is a repurchase. I've been using shampoo bars in a personal effort to cut back on plastic waste, but with the pandemic thing going on and trying to limit going to the store, shampoo and soap bars will go a long way. Since this brand is cheap and works pretty well for my hair, I bought a few so it should last for a while. The bars works as great as their liquid counterparts.

Dove Gentle Exfoliating body soap bar ($3.47) | Growing up, I used to use bar soaps as body wash until it irritated my eczema. Like with the shampoo bar, I switched to bar soap in efforts to reduce plastic waste (and now to reduce going to the store), and so far it's worked well for my skin. I specifically looked for a soap that is for sensitive skin and so far this bar soap from Dove (like their liquid products) has not irritated my eczema. I bought a 3-pack and since bars last longer than liquid, I'll be set for a while. If you use a bar soap or shampoo that works well and is eczema-friendly, let me know!

nuun Hydration Immunity tablets ($6.99) | These are my go-to for hydration in the summertime, but this time I've invested in the immunity ones as well. They're so easy to take on the go if you're on a time crunch, and you can just grab the little tube and drop a tablet in your reusable water bottle and shake until its dissolved. It's an addition to my immune health regime and just a good immunity booster in general. Vegan and gluten free.

Cera Ve Moisturizing Cream ($13.54) | As the days are getting warmer, it's time to switch up the skincare routine to fit the season. The hotter it is the more we (and our skin) needs more hydration, so I switched to a thicker moisturizer such as Cera Ve. It has hyaluronic acid and 3 ceramides that work to hydrate your skin in the heat. This is also sensitive and eczema-friendly, and keeps your skin nice and smooth for much of the day.

Elf Precise Brow Pencil ($5) | Shade: Cool Brown. I usually use Medium Brown or Deep Brown shades depending on my hair color and the color matching of both were pretty good, but I wanted to try a different color as I don't want my brows to be too dark this summer with my dyed hair. Cooler tones work better if your eyebrow hairs are dark.


Posts in April


April 2020 Playlist

Asian Readathon 2020 TBR

7 Reasons to Read Seven Endless Forests by April Genevieve Tucholke

{Watch, Read, & Listen} Bit, Incendiary, & I Think Too Much

{Watch, Read, & Listen} 3 Will Be Free, The Silence of Bones, & Remember Me

March 2020

{Watch, Read, & Listen} Tigertail, Mad, Bad & Dangerous To Know, & Virgo Tendencies

{Watch, Read, & Listen} Portraits of a Lady on Fire, The Empress of Salt and Fortune, & Chosen Family

{Story Diary} The Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Vo


Looking Forward To in May


  • Everywhere Book Fest
  • The Half of It on Netflix!
  • Mothers Day and my mom's birthday
  • Seeing more of my coworkers again

Private Lessons by Cynthia Salaysay

May 12, 2020

I received an advanced review copy in exchange for an honest review, however it does not influence my review. Quotes are taken from an unedited advanced review copy and is subject to change in the final copy. Thanks, Jamie and Candlewick Press for the review copy!


private lessons cynthia salaysayPrivate Lessons by Cynthia Salaysay
Young Adult Contemporary, #OwnVoices, #MeToo
May 12, 2020 from Candlewick Press


In a standout debut for the #MeToo era, a young pianist devotes herself to her art — and to the demanding, charismatic teacher she idolizes.

After seventeen-year-old Claire Alalay’s father's death, only music has helped her channel her grief. Claire likes herself best when she plays his old piano, a welcome escape from the sadness — and her traditional Filipino mother’s prayer groups.
In the hopes of earning a college scholarship, Claire auditions for Paul Avon, a prominent piano teacher, who agrees to take Claire as a pupil. Soon Claire loses herself in Paul’s world and his way of digging into a composition’s emotional core. She practices constantly, foregoing a social life, but no matter how hard she works or how well she plays, it seems impossible to gain Paul’s approval, let alone his affection.

Author Cynthia Salaysay composes a moving, beautifully written portrait of rigorous perfectionism, sexual awakening, and the challenges of self-acceptance. Timely and vital, Private Lessons delves into a complicated student/teacher relationship, as well as class and cultural differences, with honesty and grace.


What's to Like About Private Lessons 


Filipino American MC
★ Set in the Bay Area (San Francisco) 🌉
★ It is music-centered, as the MC has a passion for piano and takes lessons in hopes of earning a scholarship 🎹
★ Plenty of piano references (i.e. Chopin, Bach, Beethoven, etc) 🎼
★ Addresses heavy themes like sexual abuse, racism, grief, racial/class/cultural differences, microaggressions toward Filipino Americans, how abusers prey on vulnerability, and response to society's treatment of victims vs how they treat abusers; also navigates through heartbreak, the pursuit of perfection, the journey of healing, life lessons, what to do after high school, reclaiming your power and what it means to be a Filipino American
Growth, healing, standing up to abusers/predators and racists, and taking your power back WE ♥ LOVE TO SEE IT
★ Incredibly important and necessary especially in the #MeToo era
★ On a personal level, my being a Filipino American who was born and raised in the Bay Area and taking piano lessons as a kid just like Claire, reading Private Lessons felt a bit nostalgic for that. Unfortunately it never stuck to me like it did for Claire. But no matter what was thrown her way, she has a passion for piano and works hard for a scholarship to her dream school.

Diversity


☀ Filipino American MC
☀ #ownvoices
☀ Immigrant family
☀ Depression

Content/Trigger Warnings


➤ Grief
➤ Mention of deceased parent
➤ Sexual assault
➤ Child grooming
➤ Depression
➤ Statutory rape
➤ Underage drinking
➤ Inappropriate student/teacher relationship
➤ Self-harm
➤ Gaslighting

private lessons aesthetic moodboard





"Songs don't really feel like they die. They feel like they just go back where they came from. And when I play, it's like I'm a part of that."

--Cynthia Salaysay, Private Lessons


This next one isn't a favorite quote per se, but it is so true I actually LOL'd because what a damn shame.


"Even though San Francisco is considered diverse, there are still many more white people here than at home."

--Cynthia Salaysay, Private Lessons



"You can't expect love. It's elusive. I bet half the time, when people show you love, you barely even know it. And when you show love, they don't either. It's always masked. People aren't ready for it"

--Cynthia Salaysay, Private Lessons



"I don't have time to be angry; I don't have the energy to waste. A few buildings away, in our room, is a laptop full of my dreams: an acceptance from Stanford, my application to Oberlin, an e-mail from the Bard recruiter. I've already won."

--Cynthia Salaysay, Private Lessons

**Quotes are taken from an uncorrected advanced review copy and is subject to change in the final copy**





**Playlist is compiled by author Cynthia Salaysay and can be found on her Spotify**




Cynthia Salaysay is a registered nurse, Reiki practitioner, and author. She was a food critic for the San Francisco Examiner, and has published articles in the San Francisco Bay Guardian, the East Bay Express, Modern Farmer, and Civil Eats. Private Lessons, her first novel, is due out from Candlewick Press in May 2020.









{Watch, Read, & Listen} Asian Americans, The Henna Wars, & Missed Calls

May 11, 2020



♥ watch, read & listen is a weekly feature where I share and recommend
my current movie, book, music and podcast obsessions every monday. ♥


Watch: Asian Americans: PBS Documentary (2020)


Asian Americans is a five-hour film series that delivers a bold, fresh perspective on a history that matters today, more than ever. As America becomes more diverse, and more divided, while facing unimaginable challenges, how do we move forward together? Told through intimate and personal lives, the series will cast a new lens on U.S. history and the ongoing role that Asian Americans have played in shaping the nation’s story.





Read: The Henna Wars by Adiba Jaigirdar


When Dimple Met Rishi meets Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda in this rom com about two teen girls with rival henna businesses.

When Nishat comes out to her parents, they say she can be anyone she wants—as long as she isn’t herself. Because Muslim girls aren’t lesbians. Nishat doesn’t want to hide who she is, but she also doesn’t want to lose her relationship with her family. And her life only gets harder once a childhood friend walks back into her life.

Flávia is beautiful and charismatic and Nishat falls for her instantly. But when a school competition invites students to create their own businesses, both Flávia and Nishat choose to do henna, even though Flávia is appropriating Nishat’s culture. Amidst sabotage and school stress, their lives get more tangled—but Nishat can’t quite get rid of her crush on Flávia, and realizes there might be more to her than she realized.

Publication date: May 12, 2020

Listen: Missed Calls -- MAX x Hayley Kiyoko


The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea by Maggie Tokuda-Hall

May 5, 2020

I received an advanced review copy in exchange for an honest review, however it does not influence my review. Quotes are taken from an unedited advanced review copy and is subject to change in the final copy. Thanks, Jamie and Candlewick Press for the review copy!


the mermaid the witch and the sea maggie tokuda-hall ya fantasy queer poc repThe Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea by Maggie Tokuda-Hall
Young Adult Fantasy, LGBTQ+
May 5, 2020 from Candlewick Press


A desperate orphan turned pirate and a rebellious imperial daughter find a connection on the high seas in a world divided by colonialism and threaded with magic.

Aboard the pirate ship Dove, Flora the girl takes on the identity of Florian the man to earn the respect and protection of the crew. For Flora, former starving urchin, the brutal life of a pirate is about survival: don’t trust, don’t stick out, and don’t feel. But on this voyage, as the pirates prepare to sell their unsuspecting passengers into slavery, Flora is drawn to the Lady Evelyn Hasegawa, who is en route to a dreaded arranged marriage with her own casket in tow. Flora doesn’t expect to be taken under Evelyn’s wing, and Evelyn doesn’t expect to find such a deep bond with the pirate Florian.

Soon the unlikely pair set in motion a wild escape that will free a captured mermaid (coveted for her blood, which causes men to have visions and lose memories) and involve the mysterious Pirate Supreme, an opportunistic witch, and the all-encompassing Sea itself.


Reasons you need to add The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea to your library


the mermaid the witch and the sea aesthetic moodboard★ Mermaids and mermaid lore 🧜‍♀️
★ Unique magic system and witches 🧙🏽‍♀️
★ THE QUEER AND POC REPRESENTATION!!! And cultures are carried throughout the story. 🌈
★ So many pirates: POC genderfluid pirate MC, morally grey pirates, evil pirates and pirate adventures. 🏴‍☠️
★ The world-building is vivid and imaginative. Reads like part fairy tale, part anime.
★ Black genderfluid pirate/Queer Japanese noblewoman romance, and it is wholesome 🥺💕
★ You will grow to love the characters and adopt them, and would sacrifice your life to protect them even though they do pretty well on their own.
★ Addresses and challenges imperialism, colonialism, privilege, and nuanced exploration of class, gender identities and misogyny.
★ Found family
★ We love and stan character growth and self-discovery.
★ The Sea herself is an integral character of the story and tells tales from her POV. 🌊
★ Adventure across the sea, action, rescue mission, political intrigue, queer romances, rebels, witches, magic, and pirates abound within the pages.
★ All the feels.
★ A big F U to arranged marriages by falling in love with a genderfluid pirate while on the way to meet your future husband.

Diversity


☀ Genderfluid Black MC
☀ Queer Japanese MC
☀ f/nb romance
☀ wlw relationship
☀ QPOC main and secondary characters

Content/Trigger Warnings


➤ Violence
➤ Substance abuse
➤ Homophobia
➤ Torture
➤ Slavery
➤ Mentions of assault
➤ Death
➤ Blood
➤ Colonialism


the mermaid the witch and the sea moodboard aesthetic





"There are those who are neither a man or woman. Those who were born and called the wrong gender and must reshape their story for those around them. But you. You're something else. You're whatever is safe. Both, maybe, but neither. Or interchangeable. Names are funny things, because they can feel like lies but tell our truths."

--Maggie Tokuda-Hall, The Mermaid, the Witch and the Sea



"Including herself. Or himself. Both were equally true to her. Neither told the whole story."

--Maggie Tokuda-Hall, The Mermaid, the Witch and the Sea



"We don't just read to imagine better lives. We read to be introduced to all kinds of lives. Any kind. Not just for ourselves, but for everyone around us. To understand others better. It's escape, and it's also a way to become more connected to everyone around you. There's power in that, you know. In understanding. It's like magic."

--Maggie Tokuda-Hall, The Mermaid, the Witch and the Sea



"You're home now," Evelyn said.
She did not need to say: You're home because you're with me.
She did not need to say: I will be your home.
She only needed to kiss Flora, to let every part of them entwine. To give herself over to the love they had found together, extricated from circumstance and saved from tragedy.
And that is exactly what they did.


--Maggie Tokuda-Hall, The Mermaid, the Witch and the Sea


[Quotes are taken from an unedited advanced review copy and is subject to change in the final copy]


Plot | 🌙🌙🌙
Writing | 🌙🌙🌙🌙
Characters | 🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙
World-building | 🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙
Diversity | 🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙
Pacing | 🌙🌙🌙
Swoon | 🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙





Maggie Tokuda-Hall has an MFA in creative writing from USF, and a strong cake-decorating game. She is the author of the 2017 Parent's Choice Gold Medal winning picture book, Also an Octopus, illustrated by Benji Davies. The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea is her debut novel, which is due out on May 5th, 2020. She lives in Oakland, California with her husband and dog. Her dog is objectively perfect, thank you for asking.







{Watch, Read, & Listen} The Half of It, The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea, & #RomanceClass

May 4, 2020


♥ watch, read & listen is a weekly feature where I share and recommend
my current movie, book, music and podcast obsessions every monday. ♥


Watch: The Half of It on Netflix


When smart but cash-strapped teen Ellie Chu agrees to write a love letter for a jock, she doesn't expect to become his friend — or fall for his crush.

Starring: Leah Lewis, Alexxis Lemire, Daniel Diemer




Read: The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea by Maggie Tokuda-Hall


A desperate orphan turned pirate and a rebellious imperial daughter find a connection on the high seas in a world divided by colonialism and threaded with magic.

Aboard the pirate ship Dove, Flora the girl takes on the identity of Florian the man to earn the respect and protection of the crew. For Flora, former starving urchin, the brutal life of a pirate is about survival: don’t trust, don’t stick out, and don’t feel. But on this voyage, as the pirates prepare to sell their unsuspecting passengers into slavery, Flora is drawn to the Lady Evelyn Hasegawa, who is en route to a dreaded arranged marriage with her own casket in tow. Flora doesn’t expect to be taken under Evelyn’s wing, and Evelyn doesn’t expect to find such a deep bond with the pirate Florian.

Soon the unlikely pair set in motion a wild escape that will free a captured mermaid (coveted for her blood, which causes men to have visions and lose memories) and involve the mysterious Pirate Supreme, an opportunistic witch, and the all-encompassing Sea itself.

Publication date: May 5, 2020

Check the blog tomorrow for a (non-spoilery) post for The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea!

Listen: #RomanceClass podcast



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